God damn I really gotta start dating guys that are actually fucking available not the guy who is so fucking unavailable!!!! I’m so stupid. I meet a guy, we get along, have great sex, we love being around each other but then it’s the whole,”let’s just b friends, I’m not ready for a relationship.” Wtf do u call what we were just doing the last couple months!?!?!?!?? Fuck all this fucking shit. Fuck it all. I’m so fucking done!!!